[[h.y.a.z ` f.a.n.t.a.s.y]]

meron ba

2005-03-15T23:03:00.000-08:00

Isip ko ay gulo, 'di alam ang gagawin
Kung ako'y iiwas at sa 'yo ay sasabihin
Na ako sa 'yo'y may pagtingin
'Di mo lang ito napapansin
CHORUS
Meron bang makapagsasabi iniisip kita
At meron bang may alam na laging hinahanap ka
Kung ako naman ay iiwas, malalaman mo ba
Na ako ay may lihim na pagsinta (lihim na pagsinta)
Alam mo ang ako'y mayro'n ding gustong sabihin'
Wag ka na ('wag ka na) magtaka, 'pagkat mayro'ng aaminin
Na ako sa 'yo'y may pagtingin'
Di mo rin ba ito napapansin
CHORUS
Meron bang makapagsasabi iniisip kita
At meron bang may alam na laging hinahanap ka
Kung ako naman ay iiwas, malalaman mo ba
Na ako ay may lihim na pagsinta (ahh)
Meron bang makapagsasabi iniisip kita
At meron bang may alam na laging hinahanap ka
Kung ako naman ay iiwas, malalaman mo ba
Na ako ay may lihim na pagsinta
Meron bang makapagsasabi iniisip kita (hinahanap kita)
At meron bang may alam na laging hinahanap ka
Kung ako naman ay iiwas, malalaman mo ba
Na ako ay may lihim
Na ako ay may lihim na pagsinta (hoh, hoh)

euu wil nevaa b replacedd

2005-03-15T21:47:00.000-08:00

Never Be Replaced
[Chorus]Baby I love you and i'll never let you go
But if I have to boy I think that you should know
All the love we make can never be erase
And i promise you that you will never be replaced
Baby I love you and I'll never let you go
But if I have to boy I think that you should know
All the love we make can never be erase
And i promise you that you will never be replaced
I love you yes i do
I'll be with you as long as you want me too
Until the end of time
From the day I met you I know we've be togethe
rAnd now I know I wanna be with you forever
I wanna marry you and i wanna have your kids
Thinking never compare to feel enough to kisses
I can say i'm truly happy to the same
You've made me think I'll die and live my life hesitate
There's never been no doubt in my mind That i'll regret ever having you by my side
But if the day come that i'll have to let you go
I think that something I should probadly let you know
With everything that i spent with you
Then i will miss you cuz i'm happy that i have you at all
[Repeat Chorus]
I feel for you yes i do I'll be with you as long as you want me to Until the end of time

true

2005-03-03T19:04:00.000-08:00

"True"
I wont talk
I wont breathe
I wont move till you finally see
That you belong with me
You might think
I dont look
But deep inside
In the corner of my mind
Im attached to you
Im weak
Its true
Cuz im afraid to know the answer
Do you want me too?
Cuz my heart keeps falling faster
I've waited all my life
To cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
Its time to try
Anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true
You dont know what you do
Everytime you walk into the room
Im afraid to move
Im weak
Its true
Im just scared to know the ending
Do you see me too?
Do you even know u met me?
I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hideIts time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is trueI know when I go ill be on my way to you
The way thats true
I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
Its time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true

one of my worst dayyss

2005-03-03T18:40:00.000-08:00

haiz...one of my worst dayyss...so manii tingss happened...my dear jiexx betty cryy...n blahh blahh...haiz...saddsadd...haiz...1st...it started wif me being almoz late fer sk0ol...i was supp0sed ta meet irene at da bl0ckk near da overheadd bridge den go ta sk0ol togetha...budden i missed my usual bus...den kuya aaron came...so we decided ta take a taxi in order as nt ta b so late...budden da damn driver t0ok da l0nger wayy which t0ok us 4evaa ta reachh sk0ol...summore we were stuckk in a traffic jam...i was so angryy...den i smsed irene ta go off ta sk0ol 1st...den she gt angryy...haiz...i was so sadd...haiz...i cudnt help bt keep tinkinn bout it..haiz...denn during recess tym...it gt worse...betty seemed glum...so i asked her wad da matter was...n she said she ******************************** i cant sayy it th0ughh c0z n01 ish supp0sed ta n0e...s0rii...bt its a bgr pr0b...s0 yeahh...she started cryin wen ahem appr0ached her n talkedd ta her...haiz..s0 sadd...yarr...den dis n dat larr...haiz...i dun wanna t0k abt it le...dis dayy ishh s0 sadd...haiz...k lar...byez peeps...

fer those hu dunno wadd kuya means..kuya=k0rr k0rr
hahax

paisehh sia

2005-02-22T19:48:00.000-08:00

wad a dayy...~!!

2005-02-12T22:31:00.000-08:00

wadd a dayy~!!! i went 0nline straight aft i w0ke up...i had planned ta g0 b0wlin wif my dad...m0m n car0lyn....bt my dad n m0m f0ught abt a small n t0opid tingyy...s0 in da end...0nli i...car0lyn n my dad went b0wlin.car0lyn changed her hairstyle...her hair's m0re spiky...n her sense 0f 'fashi0n' has changed t0o...she n0rmally wears sh0rts n a t'shirt...bt nw..w0w...hahax...nywayz...b0wlin was fun...th0ugh im nt reali dat gd at it...hahax...bt hu cares whetha im gd at it 0r n0t...as l0ng as i hav fun rite?? ;) hahax...well...aft we went b0wlin...my dad went hm 1st...i n car0lyn decided ta g0 n take ne0s...hahax...saw a few ppl i knew there...den aft dat we walked arnd j8...den we went backk...her m0m came ta fetch us in her brand new car...it was c0ol mann~!! t0tally fetchh~!! hahax...den her m0m gave me a h0ng ba0~!! yeahhss~!!! hahax...0k...im crazyy...yeahh...nw s0 siann...'insane' ish nt 0nline...c0z 'insane' had ta g0 fer da funeral tingyy 0f 'insane's' grannyy...haiz...s0 siann...i betta g0 0ff...cya'll peeps...

siann

2005-02-11T23:17:00.000-08:00

heyyss heyyss...2dayy luckyy sia...0ur claz din n0e dat ms raniy changed da venue 0f 0ur clazrm...hahahax...s0 we went ta da wr0ng 1...hehex...den we din get ta hav a less0n wif her...s0 hapi~!! she's s0 scaryy...aya...i dun wanna t0k b0ut her...aft sk0ol i was wif yimin n 'gang' hahax...omgg...i cudnt bliv jin xue actually askd esther 0ut~!!!!!!!!! summ0re dey were h0lding hands l0rr..~!! s0 er~!!! omgg~!!! i cudnt bliv it...i was lyk...laughin s0 hard~!! hahax...nt 0nli me larr...da rest 0f da 'gang' 0s0...hahahahax...aft dat...i went up ta da hall ta meet 'insane' hahax...yeahh...den we went ta j8 n saw yimin dey all...i was plannin ta buy my m0m a lil sumtin fer her cumin burffdayy...bt i cudnt decide wad ta buyy...summ0re my st0machh was givin me pr0bs...s0 we went hm...yeahh...den i went fer da 8pm mass...saw iggy n kuya aar0n servin...hahax...i 0s0 saw samantha n charase...yeahh...hmmm...den aft mass my familyy went ta amk central ta eat...haiz...nw p0stin...heyy...i juz n0ticed sumtin...im t0kin craps...hahax...0k...*shut up hyaz* hahax...haiz...gtg prayy le...byez ya'll~!!!!

s0ri fer nt bloggin fer s0 l0ng

2005-02-08T10:59:00.000-08:00

heya ppl...im s0 s0ri fer nt bl0ggin fer such a l0ng tym...been quite busy n all...im s0 glad my granny's wounds r healin...yeahsS~!!! hahax...nywayz...my eng teacher sux man..~!!! i dunn0 y she even transferred ta dis sk0ol...she keeps 0n insultin it l0rr...she even insults s'p0reans th0ugh she's 1...she's damn idi0tic...she f0cuses 0n punishin us m0re den teachin us l0rr...im s0 freakkinn pissed wif her l0rr..~!!! nywayz...cat claz juz started a few weeks ag0..it felt gd ta finally c all my frenz...esp pearl n 0ur s0 called 'grp'...wahahax...hmm...las nite was nic0le's burffdayy...went ta her hse ta partyy...hahax...we were in her rm...me...diana...melissa...angeline...gayathiri n nic0le herself...we were watchin da shutter n da lights were 0ff~!!! it was s0 damn scaryy mann~!!! we sh0uted lyk madd~!! well...i dunn0 b0ut da 0thers...dey 0s0 sh0uted...bt i tinkk i was da l0udest....i was shivering here n dere...it was s0 damn scary...i cudnt sleep l0rr...i kept tinkin b0ut da 'face'...0k...i dun wanna t0k b0ut it...hahax...well...i gtg...cya peeps...byez..~!!! *jesus ish da r0ck n he r0lls my sins away* hahax...cant 4get cc1 camp...h0pe cc2 wil b as fun as cc1~!!

heyyss!!!!!!!!

2005-01-01T21:11:00.000-08:00

heyyss!!! s0ri l0ng tym n0 bl0g yarr...well...my bday was damn fun!!! after celebrating my bday...my frenz n i went t0 rent a tricycle...there were 6 0f us...den we went r0aming arnd...den suddenly...wen we l0oked bhind us...we saw 0ur (guy) frenz...there were al0t 0f dem...in 1 tricycle!!! den dey chased us...wahh...we went faster n faster...til sum 0f us had 2 push da tricycle...s0 fun!!! den my fren fell down!!! ay0y0...summ0re 2 tyms...hahax...den 0ur tricycle fell d0wn...luckily n0ne 0f us was hurt...wala0z...s0 fun!!! hahax...al0t 0f fun things happened...den 0n da 27 dec...my family...frenz...n i went 2 saavedra beach...we r0lled arnd in da sand...hahax...0f c0rz...we als0 went 2 da sea 2 swim..it was quite deep...we went h0me...quite late larr...s0 tired...den 2 days after we went 2 saavedra...we went 2 bit0on beach...wala0z...nw im veri dark!!!! haiz...hmmm...new yr...well...al0t 0f fire w0rks here l0rr...aya...my english is gettin w0rse...0k...mi t0kin craps...nywayz...gtg..cya...byez!!!

heyyss heyyss...

2004-12-09T19:12:00.000-08:00

heyyss heyyss...s0ri fer nt bl0ggin fer a l0ng tym...quite busy yarrss...juz nw picked up my dad at da airp0rt here in phils...yeahhss!!! wahahax...wala0z...my m0m dun let me g0 0ut lehhss...she say wad i muz nt take my hp 0ut wif me...den summ0re she scared i g0 0ut wif guyyshhh...wahh sehh...wad sia...she tink wad...mi lyk dem arx???? hahax...okok...mi quite rude...haiisshh..budden she lyk dun trust me l0rx...haisshh wadeva...nvm...kaesS...wahhhss...here excitin sehh...wahahax...o0pss...mi gtg...cya...byezz

so sian...

2004-11-23T19:37:00.000-08:00

heyyss...mi nw in phils...in cyber.....haiz...so sian 1...muz stay in da hospital...nth 2 do there...onli can sleep...sleep oso canot sleep pr0perly...sian...budden da 1st day i went to da hospital to see my granny...i pity her shooo much lorx...den da nxt day...i helped out my m0m n uncle to take care of my granny...den da doc came in to clean her big hole...i saw it sia!!! IT WAS DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN BIG N DEEP MAN!!!!!!!!!!!!! my hand cud fit in...i saw da flesh summore...omig0sh!!!!!!!! i almoz fainted lehhss!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i dunno hw 2 explain my granny's condition....bt i noe its veri veri veri bad...walaoz....haiz...nywayz..so sian de...nth to do..haiz...k lahx...gtg nw...cya...byez...

my hair shoo short!!!

2004-11-20T21:12:00.000-08:00

heyss heyss...2day woke up at arnd 10.37...den i went online fer awhile...2day was da day i was gonna cut my hair!!! so i went to my fren's mom's salon...wahh...i waited so long til my hair was finally done...n it was shoo short!!!!! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! esp my fringe!!!! bt my parents said i l00k 0k...hope dats wad other ppl tink too....haiz...i miz muii long hair...budden it was too long n thick...so it felt heavy....but dis 1 was cut short n thin...n i feel so free...hahax...haiz...my long hair is g0ne!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haiz...okok...im abit siao 2day...oh well...gonna leave fer phils 2morow...h0pe i wont miz my frenz here too much...hehex...im so nervous....i dunn0 wad my frenz in phils wil say wen dey c my hair lyk dis...my fringe ishh shoo short...haiz...nvm...k lahss...dunn0 wad to tok bout liaoss...byez...cya nxt tym...

2 more days

2004-11-19T22:01:00.000-08:00

heya..!! hmmm...2day i went out wif yimin to j8...1st i met her at da bus stop near our skool...she wasnt there yet so i waited fer her...aft dat...we went to mos burger n gt sum fries to fill our stomachs...hahax...den we went to take neos...it has been quite a long tym since i las took neos wif her..we took 2 neos...da 1st 1 was a disaster...da 2nd was was ok...hmmm...den we walk around da shops...yeppss...it was quite fun...c0z yimin n 1 r bez frenz n we owayz make jokes wen were 2getha...yeppss...she's a joker...well...she wanted to go to my hse aft dat...bt wen we reached my hse...nobodi was in...n my keys weren't wif me...we were lyk....'oh no!!' hahax...so we were lyk...waitin fer sumone to open da door fer us...budden aft a few mins...nobodi opened it....so we went down n tried to find a way to outbore ourselves...den we met my m0m...we were s0 reliefed...yeppss...haiz...den she went home aft a few hrs...hmmm...im plannin to cut my hair 2morow...i wonder if it fits me..i hope so...haiz..i hav wanted to try dis hairstyle since i was abt pri 5...i hope it does look gd on me...haiz...well ya...juz 2 more days til im goin back 2 phils...im goin 2 misshh all of my frenz...haiz...oh ya...my granny has been sent to da hospital..da doctors said dat her condition is veri bad n needs 2 hav sum operations..haiz...hope she's gonna b alright...kkz...i gtg...cya...byez...nitez...

2004-11-19T05:46:00.000-08:00

haiz...

2004-11-18T15:42:00.000-08:00

heyyss...haiz...2day guides was so damn borin...juz sit there fer 2 hrs discussin wad 2 do fer da farewell party...if i knew dat it wud b dis borin...i wudn't hav showed up...summore soo sleepy...haiz...im goin back 2 phils dis sunday...so faz...haiz...i wil misshh all my frenz...i dun understand y i normally get excited wen i go back 2 phils budden...nw...i dun feel excited at all...muz b c0z i hav so much pr0bs goin on...haiz...reali hope my granny's ok...my m0m called my uncle again in phils juz nw...i was listenin 2 dem...my m0m advised dem 2 bring my granny 2 da hospital...budden dey said dat no use bringin her 2 da hospital...coz in her condition...nth can b done...haiz...so sad...ytd my m0m cried so much dat 2day wen she woke up...her eyes were soooo swollen...haiz...gonna b busy dis few days...goin out wif frenz...packin my bags n all...haiz...i pity my granny alot....so sad dat i cant hug her n tok 2 her lyk i owayz do...c0z my uncle said dat...her condition is sooo....bad dat he almoz fainted...wad if i faint too...i noe my m0m's gonna cry lyk mad wen she sees her...i reali hope my m0m can take it...haiz...nth 2 do...k lah...gtg..cya..byez..

i hope evrytin's fine

2004-11-17T16:30:00.000-08:00

heyyss...haiz...i have to go back to philippines either dis wk or nxt wk if i can coz my granny is reali sick...i gt shocked awhile ago wen my m0m called my aunt in philippines...she was lyk...so shocked dat she shouted...n i was lyk....so speechless...den i heard her cry...den da 1st ting dat came 2 my mind was wad happened 2 my granny...i knew dat dis was abt her coz lately...we hav been gettin news of my granny..she has been bedridden fer da paz 2 or 3 yrs...n nw her condition is reali serious...so we hav 2 go back 2 phils immediately...my mom was lyk cryin so much...n i was lyk...completely filled wif tears too...she said dat my granny had 2 veri deep wounds dat her bones cud b seen n dat liquid was cumin out frm it!!!!!!!!! omigosh!!!!!!!!!!!!! wad m i 2 do???!!! i hav 2 go back rite away man!!!!!! im soooo worried....bt....im oso worried fer my mom...i wonder wad she'll do wen she see's my granny's state....haiz...i hope my granny wil b ok...haiz...my aunt oso said dat my granny was onli waitin fer us 2 arrive in phils...do u noe wad dat means??? haiz...ya...she's sufferin toooooo much!!! i tot dat she wud b fine....seems lyk im wrong...im afraid to see her condition...im afraid i might b depressed...coz i love my granny alot...i cant imagine life wifout her...da onli ting i can do nw is pray 2 my lord jesus christ...haiz...ok...i tink i betta stop here...i m in no mood 2 blog...haiz...nywayz...i hav to go console my mom...kaeSs...cya...byez

haizz...so tired...

2004-11-14T01:59:00.000-08:00

heyyss...ermzz...mi nw reali tired...las nite apz n i slept at abt 3.40am...yeppss...tink so...we went online til bout almoz 3am...yeppss...i was sooo tired...so while she was chattin wif her frenz...i went 2 rest fer awhile...i was lyk...tellin her 2 go n sleep coz we were goin fer da 7am mass...bt she stil kept on chattin...at abt 3.15 liddat...she finally went offline n we gt ready 2 slp...i was soooo tired...budden i cudn't figure out wad was holdin me back frm sleepin...apz cudn't slp too..(probably tinkin bout her bf...hahax...) so we chit-chatted in bed...den...suddenly...my mom shouted..."oie!!! go 2 sleep both of u!!! '' (in philippine language) n we were lyk...so shocked...our mouths were open wide n we dare nt speak...my mom gave me such a fright!!! hahax...den aft dat i juz dozed off...den wen my mom woke me n apz up at arnd 6.15am...i cudn't wake up!!! i was too tired to even move!!! bt my mom gt angry n frustrated so i forced myself out of bed...apz was stil sleepin...(i tink...didn't reali notice her) my mom was so angry dat she went 2 church leavin me n apz behind...n we were lyk...rushin 2 get ready...den...we ran all da way 2 church!!! we reached a few mins early...we were lyk panting sooo much...den in church...my eyes kept on blinkin(veri pain)...bt i kept tinkin to myself dat i muz concentrate...ya...so aft mass...we ate breakfast n went home...apz went online fer awhile...den she let me use da com...aft awhile...she was lyk..." i wanna use da com!!! i wanna use da com!!! '' hahax..den i let her use lorx...i went to sleep since i was soo tired...budden i was awoken by my mom n apz a while later...my mom told me dat my dad wanted to go n eat at da coffee shop nearby my hse...n i was lyk...so upset...n i kept on grumblin....hahax...mood swings... :p den aft we ate...i n apz went 2 j8 2 take neos...it was a disaster man!!! our fav neo machin was spoilt so we had 2 use other machines...it was lyk...so er xin lorx...i mean me...ya...den i found da neos dat i had taken wif my bez fren...betty...in j8's neo bk...i was lyk....heysss!!!!!!! dat's mine!!!!!! i lost it!!!!!!! hw cud u paste it on da book!!!!!!! 2 bad da lady in charge wasn't there...or i wud hav gone mad...hahax...yeppps...bt i cudn't seem 2 find da lady so i heck care lorx...den apz went hm...yeppss...she finally went home...yeppss....hmm...let me c....she stayed over my hse since...ermz...thurs...?? ermmz...yeppss...thurs...den nw i bloggin lorx..haiz...so sleepy...mi wanna go sleep le...cya...nitez

Hahax..lamers :p

2004-11-13T23:57:00.000-08:00

Hahax.. today i had so much fun lehx.. well.. even though its so lame and childish lahx.. ermmm.. i went swimming with my sister Apz.. Well.. Her name is nt "Apz".. That's jux a her nickie name.. hahax.. hmm... we were playin this lame game. its called "go n save da drownin person"(lame huh...?)

Well.. first she must save me lahx.. and i was acting like i was drowning.. hahax.. it was so FAKE lorx...!!! and guess which pool we were playing in..??? MEDIUM POOL..!!!!!
Crappy sia... Hahax.. Well... She managed to save me the corret way ..den wen it was tym 4 mi 2 save her...i was so lame lorx...!!! i wanted 2 get her out of da water...budden she was too HEAVY fer me 2 lift her up...i almoz drowned!!! she was partially submerged in da water...hahax...im such a lousy 'saver'...hahax...den she almoz drowned oso lorx...*paiseh* hahax...heng she managed 2 get out of my arms to swim 2 'safety' hahahax....so funi!!

evry1 was lookin at us as if we were sum maniacs hu were out of our minds...hahahax...so paiseh...den after dat...we swam to a corner of da pool which was 'deserted' to relax ourselves...while we were relaxing...i was tokin 2 apz...budden...her mind was set off 2 a place called 'dreamland' hahax...tinkin bout her bf lahxx....canot get her mind off him...tsk tsk...haizz...den aft dat...we gt out of da pool 2 change...den we went 2 da coffee shop nearby my hse 2 eat wif my parents n até(pronounced as ah-t[means jie jie]) bonnie...wahh...i was so tired dat wen i was gonna eat...i almoz dozed off...hahax...den aft dat...my mom...apz n mi sent até bonnie home n went back 2 my hse...den apz gt an sms frm her bf sayin he was nearby my hse...she was so excited lorx...n she was lyk...." I WANNA C HIM!!! I WANNA C HIM!!! LET'S GO N MEET HIM!!!" budden in da end she cudn't coz my mom wudn't let us go out late at nite...yepps...n she was sooo sad...pity her...hahax... :p hmm...guess dis is all i hav 2 say...yeppss...kkz...nw mi gtg sleep..cya...byez..nitez...

IdiOt LaHsS!!!

2004-11-12T02:21:00.000-08:00

haizz!!! mi so dissapointed!!! 2day...mi editin my blog...tell mi frenz 2 help me put up music n all...dey were so helpful n kind...evrytin was perfectly fine...till my tagboard went missin!!! arghh!!! i'm devastated!!! den...i go n try 2 paste my tagboard html code at da template box tingy...den wen it came out...it was on da wrong side...so annoyin!!! arghh!!! so late le...stil dun wanna slp...figurin out hw 2 get back my taggy...haiz...walaoz...idiot lahss...haiizzz...!!! hmm...hahax...my sizta wait fer me til snore liaoss..hahahax...hmm..tink betta do it 2morow lahx...tired nywayz...haizz...kaesS...im out!!! peace... : )

yeahhss

2004-11-11T21:42:00.000-08:00

heyyss..hmm..2day quite ok bahx..woke up earlier as usual..hahax..went 2 do sum hsehold chores den used da com..juz lyk a normal day..budden 2day my sizta came 2 my hse...yeahhss...den she used da com...n blah blah...we kept on luffin lyk r.s(retarded specimens) hahahahax...okok...mayb nt my sizta...bt definitely me..!! hehexx..yepps...den we went fer 6:15pm mass...we had 2 pass arnd da candles coz it was deepavali 2day...yepps...hmm...wad else...well...den...nw mi bloggin lorx...hahax...sori sori..mi lame..yeahhss..my sizta slpin over til...tink nxt wk...yeppss..yahs...soo..hmm...nth 2 write liaoxx...k lahx..blog nxt tym kaesS...cya yahhss...byezz...

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